Ah~, Where is my time ? I asked myself that when I finished the washing.
It was so poor for my washing machine in a sunny day like today. I used it 2 times for washing nearly all iterms that made by cloths in my house.
I like the sun because it can help my cleaning and washing be done earlier than usual . And after that , my house seems to be clearer. But although I washed them, my husband hasnt never asked me : oh ~ you washed them ? They have a good smell, I guess so.
In fact, the time for me in a day is so short. I mean, I was so busy with my house work that when I have a resting, my eyes only want to close in a sleepy feeling.
But I didnt say that I didnt love the house work because I am a sister of a boy. Every sisters of the boys understand that If they have a younger brother, how much cleaning and washing they have to do from their childhood to teenage and after get married, they will have another man to take care. So, it is certainly that they need to love doing housework......

I like cooking, washing and cleaning. Because I cannot live in a house that have a bad smell of dirty clothes or the smell of food that stays long time in the walls in my kitchen. So with me, washing is the number one.
But sometimes, I get bored with my housework because I feel it make me to become a poor woman. As nearly all the woman in this world, I always try to keep my good image with every people who can see me, even my husband. So thats why, everytime I think about the salon, nails, cosmetic and parfume. With me, I can wear a normal clothes, but I cannot show a normal face with the black points of ances or tired face with the red eyes and the hair that make another people thinks about the house of a chicken.
So, thats why I try to keep my body and clothes cleaning. But sometimes, in my friends weddings, I met my last friends who got married before me one year....my God...I cannot live like that. I cannot think some of them wear the roomwear clothes and pyjamas to the party. Although, those parties were in the countryside but parties were the parties, it means you need to dress up. You can wear the T-shirt and jeans to a wedding but you cannot wear a roomwear and on your hand are holding a baby. Thats really a nightmare with me. But I cannot do anything for them and only prayed that their husband didnt see those image.
Ah~, relax ~ relax ~ I want to have a cup of coffee with my friends and little chatting now. But.............um~ my friend now is only my husband and he doesnt want to go outside this time. Its not because he is not good , the reason that he bought some clothes for me this month and now we need to consider again about our money. So, I wish I could have a job now.

I hate learning maths but now, I usually calculate our payments in each month. Exactly, I only calculate and after that I cannot do anymore. Last time, when I see my husband assigned the bank card, I thought he did it for me. But it was for him. Until now, I didnt know how many bank cards he has. Because of the polite, I didnt ask him about that. Well, finally, I dont pay all the payments so why I need to know about that. He thought like that, didnt he ?.....
Oh~, finally I need to keep myself : relax~ relax~